Sunday, April 22, 2007

Writers Block

I have been trying to work on my paper tonight at work but the writer’s block continues. It is amazing how writer’s block can affect you... I sit at the computer hoping that the words will just flow- but they don’t. It is so easy to get bogged down with fear. The fear of not knowing enough and not being good enough. It never seems to end. Everyone tries to be so supportive and encouraging but it doesn’t do any good... unless they want to just write the paper for me  I wouldn’t mind... but my professor might. So needless to say, I still have 25 pages to go... and I’m not sure even where to start. So many ideas but none of them cohesive- even to me- so I don’t know how they will make a good paper. It will get done in due time I am sure of that because I really don’t have a choice... the semester ends when it ends. It doesn’t wait for people like me. One week to go and it will all be over with... One week and I can come out of hibernation. I feel like I have been a total recluse this semester filling my head with ideas of fascism and its origins in Italy... Man, I will be grateful the day I don’t have to utter those words again!

Saturday, April 14, 2007

About me...

It is another saturday night at work and trying to keep myself entertained... and procrastinate homework of course... so how do I entertain myself??? I take quizes online and put them on my blog! :)


Your Inner European is Italian!

Passionate and colorful.
You show the world what culture really is.


Did anyone ever have any doubt... I am an Italian stuck in an American body!


Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.



What Erica Means

E is for Enchantment

R is for Raspberry Lips

I is for Itchy Fingers

C is for Cheeseball

A is for Adorable

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Stress... That is an understatement!

Well, by now I should be well on my way with that wonderful thing called a senior paper. But leave it to me... to freak out at the last minute and try to change my topic, then change it back when I realize how incredibly stupid it would be to change at this point. As long as I can get a draft done by Sunday life will be good. I may get no sleep till then but at least it will get done :) Then I can come out of hibernation :) Wahoo!!!